How and Why I cheated on my boy friend

I worked in a hotel and I was asked to work late on this night
I was supposed to have been meeting up with my boyfriend later
But I agreed to work late this night..
I’m a waitress in this hotel and it was actually empty it suddenly started to rain snow and people were cancelling their tables..
Anyway I was talking to this guy and I was getting on really well with him I guess I was actually flirting with him
He’s older than me I was 21 and he’s 32 and he was married
But I didn’t care at the time as we were having such a good laugh together this night
I didn’t even think about my boyfriend which I had been seeing for 2 years now
I was thinking about him and only him I was thinking about sexual things I was actually turned on with him if I’m being honest
I was having my period just now if I wasn’t I would have slept with him
Anyway we are still flirting with one another it was getting more and more intense between us I was really enjoying it
We were outside as the hotel was empty and we were having a smoke break together he smoked I didn’t
As we were outside I said in a flirty way I would suck your dick dry
And he looked at me saying why don’t you then
Before I knew it I’m actually kneeling down in front of him and I’m pulling his zip down and I’m putting my hand inside his trousers and boxers I’ve got my fingers around on his cock and pulling it out
It was solid it felt so good in my hand I’m kneeling there wanking him off before I’m giving him a blow job he’s got his hands on my head holding me tight against his cock as I’m really putting my mouth down around on it moving myself up and down on his cock
It felt good having it in my mouth I’m sucking really hard on the tip putting my tongue inside the hole on the tip of his cock
I’m really enjoying myself
Then he’s coming inside my mouth I’m sucking really hard on the tip of his cock trying to get every drop off his come out of his cock
I’ve never had so much come inside my mouth at once
It was all gooey lumpy and it tastes absolutely disgusting..it was actually making me feel like gagging as he’s still coming and my mouth was full of it already
He’s holding my head moaning groaning as he’s coming inside my mouth
Eventually he was finished as I’m still sucking on his cock, after a few seconds longer I’m pulling my mouth away standing up looking at him licking my lips he’s just putting his cock back inside his trousers as I’m already away back inside the hotel going and getting a drink trying to get the taste of his come from my mouth
He’s back standing there at the front door as I’m walking towards him he’s telling me that I can just go as it’s not as busy as it’s supposed to be..
I’m back home sitting in my bedroom feeling really guilty about what I had done to him now as I’m sitting there my door opens and it’s my boyfriend walking into the room
Sitting down next to me on the bed
He’s telling me that my dad told me you were up in your room and just go up
He’s cuddling up with me as I’m already on the bed
He’s trying his best to get my attention in more ways than one if you know what I mean,
I’m tempted to tell him about what I had done but instead I chicken out of it and I’m actually kissing him putting my tongue inside his mouth as he’s got his tongue against mine
I’ve got to remind him that I’ve got my period just now as usual. He’s hinting about what I generally do to him when I have my period I generally give him a blow job when it’s my period
But after earlier tonight I don’t know if I could I didn’t want to but I’ve gave in and here I was with my mouth down around on his cock sucking his cock.
I’m licking sucking the living daylight out of his cock he’s moaning groaning so much as I was doing it to him
I’m wanking him off into my mouth then he’s coming it’s not too much as the guy from earlier tonight
I didn’t mind it when it’s like that tastes disgusting but I’m swallowing it as he’s coming I generally don’t swallow it I wait until he’s finished then go to the toilet and spit it out
After he’s finished I’m lying down on the bed with my head down on his stomach as he’s just lying there telling me that was the best blow job I’ve ever given him
I’m sitting up looking at him saying I’ve got something to tell you
He’s looking at me saying what
I’m saying that when I was at work earlier tonight I gave another guy a blow job his face when I told him he looked like he was going to faint it went pale then he was saying you never did that
I’m just looking at him saying I did
He’s asking me why I did it I’m saying that I was flirting with him and I actually said I will suck your cock dry and he said why don’t you then
That’s when I did it to him
By that time he’s already standing up and leaving the room and I could actually hear the front door getting closed after him
I’m just sitting there looking at the wall in my bedroom thinking about how stupid I’ve